what doesn't  kill you

  only makes you stronger . .

skools over!! i didnt cry but i knew i wud if i saw much more of mi friends crying that much so i just made my way thr the masses of crying ppl to mi car and left the last 3 years in the past... STANTON.. here i cum im gunna miss you paxon ppl and ill will always remember but as for those ppl i dont know tht just happen to be "fourtunate" **COUGH COUGH** enuff to be goin to stanton with me next year watch out!! i cant help but to imagine what next year will be like who mi bestfriends will be and whether or not ill be nething like i as this year and some ways i hope not because i was always confused and sad i hate tht i like to be certain of things so in some ways i want to be someone completly different then i was this past year but i noe thts not gunna happin be cause the truth is this year i was truley myself and noone else i was satisfied with what i saw in the mirror knowing i cudnt chnge it i knew who i was and i learned tht maybe the "poopular" ppl arnt the best typs of friends and in anycase i learned who i REALLY was and i learned who wud except me as i am so here comes 4 more years of friends enemies fight tears laffs hugs and all the other crap lyf throws at you for being simply...YOU...

And I fell asleep with my headphones
         with a song that reminds me of you <3

i dont normally do these but i REALLY WANT MI WISH TO COME TRUE

a) Get a pen b) Get a paper c) Number it 1-13! d) Answer these questions! * (no peaking)!!!* 1. What's your favorite color out of: A. Green B. Blue C. Orange D. Black E. Pink 2. What color is your hair? A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde B. Brown C. Red D. Black E. Bald or any other color 3. What color are your eyes? A. Hazel B. Green C. Brown D. Blue E. gray 4. What is your favorite sport out of: A. Basketball B. Cheerleading C. Football D. Soccer E. Baseball 5. What's your favorite way to talk? A. Phone B. In Person C. Instant Message D. E-mail E. Letters (Mail) 6. What is your favorite kinda music out of: A. Rap B. Country C. Hard Rock D. Pop E. General Rock 7. Who's your favorite singer out of: A. Ludacris B. Tim McGraw C. Ozzy Osbourne D. Nsync E. Shakira 8. What's your favorite show out of: A. Jackass (MTV) B. The Simpsons C. SpongeBob SquarePants D. Surviver E. The Osbournes 9. What's your favorite movie out of: A. Not Another Teen Movie B. Joy Ride C. I Know What You Did Last Summer D. Forest Gump E. Shrek 10. What month were you born? January February March April May June July August September October November December 11. Name a person of the opposite sex. 12. Name a person of the same sex. 13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or it wont work!) .:.-*~Answers~*-.:. 1. Green- Fun to be around Blue- Stylish Orange- Funky Black- Lonely Pink- Sweet 2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper Brown- Causal Red- Tough Black- Holds back feelings Bald or any other color- Free Spirit 3. Hazel- Out Going Green- Happy Brown- Loud Blue- Cute Gray- Unpredictable 4. Basketball- Direct Cheer leading- Never Gives Up Football- Watchful Soccer- Nice Baseball- Loveable 5. Phone- Busy a lot of the time In Person- Social able Instant Message- A Leader E-mail- Has a lot of friends Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts 6. Rap- Friendly Country- Cute Hard Rock- Wild Pop- unoriginal General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around 7. Ludacris- Loves to Party Tim McGraw- Sexy Ozzy Osbourne- Awesome N'sync- boring Shakira- Fun 8. Jackass- Awesome The Simpsons- Funny Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool Surviver- Adventurous The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time 9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are Joy Ride- Cool I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun Forest Gump- Has a big heart Shrek- oRiGinaL 10. January- Funny February- Loveable March- Loves to be noticed a lot April- Easy going May- Loves to be around a lot of people June- Stylish July- Rude August- A good friend September- Strict October- Loves to Flirt November- Nice December- Sweet 11. That Person *Will* fall in love with you if you put this on ur xanga 12. This person *Will* become your enemy if you don't put this on ur xanga 13. This wish *Will* come true if you put this on ur site

SAMMIE

Memories of you surround me,
and i'm afraid these tears might drown me

dangit half of a day of skool left thats it o twell alota ppl are goin yo stanton then there are those ppl that will cry im not one of them tho... ill miss you but god put ya in mi life and i was fortunate  to have the time with you guys tht i did i LOVE you and ill miss you... blah...

 here i cumstupid skool its takin mi friends away.. tears

Currently Playing Set This Circus Down By Tim McGraw, Tim McGraw see related

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woohoo i remember those days and now there is nuthing i want more than to go bak to when lyf was easier and everyday was a new adventure unfolding fun on the playground digging in tthe dirt looking for **gold** dang... how things change when ur older and ur imagination fades into reality but i think its something we all miss now tht we cant have it and we cant go bak ever agen....

WELL AINT THT COMFORTING...

almost in high skool yea all these ppl say it hard but ive heard and it a proven fact tht middle skool is the most stressfull on kids because in those three years their entire life changes.... i noe mine did

TELL ME HOW TO FIX IT OR AT LEAST WHAT YOU THINK PLZ!!!

I wrote this poem i know its not great but its how i felt

Burn all the pictures

forget about our past

i thought id have you forever

but nothing good lasts

so ill take a match

 to you precious face

and watch you turn to ashes

 gone without a trace

since our frienship was so fake

and it wasnt ment to be

hold the match to that piece of paper

and forget about me

burn all the pictures

to forget about our past

because "best friends" arent real

and nothing good lasts

segregation of the shattered heart... p.s. to taylor the fluffy clouds are soooo pretty i ove ot when its this sunny out side it makes me sooo happy!!!

5 days!!!!!!